Wednesday, March 09, 2005
I hate winter!! I hate snow!!! and I hate cold!!! Little Dilen is constantly asking when we can go to FL where it doesn't snow... you know the kid has a good idea at this point... We are freezing here as of yesterday.... Today is in the teens, maybe 20s w/wind chills taking us down to single digits - if we are lucky we MIGHT break freezing tomorrow only to be thrown more snow Friday night....
Not too much else going on - life is pretty much status quo... I work, boys go to school, we bowl Saturdays....
I have my C-Section date - April 14th at 10am... 35 days and a wake up!!!! OMG I have a ton to do and no energy or time!!!!! The boys are excited though... VERY excited....
We have all recovered from the broncitus for the most part... Not much lingering other then we all still lack a bit of zip but that is slowly coming back too.... And the good thing that came from all of it is that I am STILL smoke free as of 2/14/05!!!! 23 days and counting - I wonder when it won't be such an issue for me - I still have desires or urges to smoke but I am too stubborn to blow things now... Mostly the missing of smoking is mental - I still go outside w/my co-worker when he goes out for some fresh air but overall I really don't have a NEED to have a puff - just want to get away from my desk... Speaking of work - I am here til the bitter end but I have NOOOO desire to be here and I feel like I am not really earning my keep so to speak.... I am sure my boss would make a "suggestion" of some sort if I really was lacking.... I just hate that feel like I am accomplishing little or nothing... Speaking of that I should get back to the mindless crap I am working on/staring at.... Til next time...
Not too much else going on - life is pretty much status quo... I work, boys go to school, we bowl Saturdays....
I have my C-Section date - April 14th at 10am... 35 days and a wake up!!!! OMG I have a ton to do and no energy or time!!!!! The boys are excited though... VERY excited....
We have all recovered from the broncitus for the most part... Not much lingering other then we all still lack a bit of zip but that is slowly coming back too.... And the good thing that came from all of it is that I am STILL smoke free as of 2/14/05!!!! 23 days and counting - I wonder when it won't be such an issue for me - I still have desires or urges to smoke but I am too stubborn to blow things now... Mostly the missing of smoking is mental - I still go outside w/my co-worker when he goes out for some fresh air but overall I really don't have a NEED to have a puff - just want to get away from my desk... Speaking of work - I am here til the bitter end but I have NOOOO desire to be here and I feel like I am not really earning my keep so to speak.... I am sure my boss would make a "suggestion" of some sort if I really was lacking.... I just hate that feel like I am accomplishing little or nothing... Speaking of that I should get back to the mindless crap I am working on/staring at.... Til next time...
